The fact I am here and able to interact, should help say what I am still figuring out. I have no issue admitting when I have a problem and need guidance. With that said, I find with the correct guidance and support I am able to soar to unimaginable levels. My experiences have given me a vast library of user experiences, giving me a extremely powerful perception that is overwhelming at times. I am searching for guidance past the panic and anxiety of being overwhelmed/frustrated. As I tend to make errors not being able to distinguish harmful instruction. I have suffered greatly. I am eager to finish strong and have the best experiences still ahead. I love music, art, traveling, writing, poetry, sports, the outdoors, romance, honesty, trust, loyalty, peace, family, creation, design, balance, money (I have none), and that I no longer want to play games.